Wildfire
Place your lips
upon mine
And as you breathe
infuse my code
with the fire
of my becoming.
I hunger for
your divinity.
Your prana
like wildfire
excitation
across a neural
manifold
of tautening
flesh,
as I in vain
attempt
of mad desire,
would tender
the
delusion to contain
the fiery excitation
of
a burning god.
Ode To A River
What Pain is mine
that runs so deep
yet barely seems
to touch the rocky course of life.
For surely those
in troubled depths
face far a greater
challenge of the heart.
Along the running
flow of time
did I pour languid
pools of peace.
Or did I choose
an altered course
to dry in stagnant
ponds of doubt.
And did the whisperings
of my soul
nourish hearts
that sought to drink.
Or did the tricklings
of my fears
erode banks of
strength that led me on.
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The river does
not seem to seek
or even care
to know its source.
It chooses only
to embrace
in churning arms,
to grow as one.
Should I then
care to stem the tide
or cease the
running flow of truth.
And judge the
essence of my soul
compared to breath
not drawn of me.
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If you in time
should round a curve
to find me building
dams of doubt
Investing power
borne of me
upon hearts whose
souls are merely lost.
Fear not that
I have lost my way,
been forced to
veer on altered course
Or silenced by
the sun parched lips
of hungry souls'
unopened mouths
Just listen in
the noiseless depths
and quietude
of pools
To know the gentle
silence there
preserves for
all my hidden source.
Sea of
Tranquility
I sang my chants
to storm swept
seas
awash by time
and tide.
And oftentimes
my life
was left to breathe
a rotting stench,
until the pull
of love
called forth
the sea
again to wash
away
all earthy sin.
Yet regret like
stagnant tidal
pools
was left a dank
reminder,
to soul aligned
not
with the pull
and primal urge
of distant shores,
a call to being
and
becoming heart
of clear reflection
in a tranquil
sea.
Vine of the Soul
I knew a meadow
where I grew wild and free.
That home now
far and gone
Remains a longing
and a cry within my heart.
These gardens
where I now reside
Have no familiarity
to me.
Bodhisattva
Shards on rocky
ground
And I can no
longer make the pieces fit
As deeply dawns
the grief in knowing
Desire to play
the game is lost.
The vow now broken
Disappearing
strands in cosmic dust
Free to bind
again another promise
Before the quantum
fall.
Are we sculpted
in images formed from beyond
Or not unlike
a cosmic attractor
Does the Bodhisattva
call together only pieces
To hold the shape
of emptiness.
father confessor
The breast that
leaks no honey milk
Seeks to bring
me solace
Upon a bosom
of darkness
That I may be
again denied
In the name of
father, son
And wholly ghost.
Patriarchy
The whip is coiled.
Awaits.
Insidious yet
innocent
its intent intact.
'I am the foundation'
upon whom the
family reels.
The belt loosens
As illusion falls.
And hell unfurls
itself
upon the darkening
night.
Panthera
Scents of peroxide
tainted flesh
Stalk the panther
woman
Until from deep
within her loins
Desire cries
to taste the flesh
Of the Madonna.
Content no more
to walk the shadow
Her pelt of innate
power shed
In one swift
crossing leap she falls
Into awaiting
flesh
Of media virgin,
mother, whore.
To find contained
in supple skin
And well tanned
man made hide
No beauty nor
divinity.
And sinks her
teeth into the flesh
Of pseudo woman
To kill the manufactured
beast.
Speaking in Tongues
Many were the
evenings
Of my soul laid
down to rest,
Craving the sweet
elixir of surrender
Into the freedom
of the darkness before dawn.
Yet one good
night I did imagine hearing
In the single
most beautiful language I have known,
A voice, an essence
spoken in a foreign tongue
And uttered from
unmoving lips,
That left my
heart awakened in a thirst for dawn.
You continue to
suggest I slay you,
How then do you
care to die.
Shall I entice
you beyond ties that civilize
Into the wheeling
of the galaxies,
In whisperings
of invisible connection
For none to see
nor possess the vision to hear.
Do I turn you
around without precision
And in a quantum
leap beyond undertaking
Launch you into
the fire
Of a thousand
burning stars.
Or do I extinguish
the fire
To fan only a
flame,
With breath enough
to allow you to smolder
Until only your
ashes remain.
How then do you
care to die.
Absolution
There is an odour
to sin,
A sweet and sticky
fragrance.
Intoxicating.
I’m told it leaves
a bitter taste,
Yet tongue across
my mouth
Seeks lingering
drops like nectar
Upon the parchment
of my lips.
Dry not from
retching indiscretion purged,
But thirsting
For another salty
taste,
Another drop
of holy water.
Paradox
Why seek you to
prove me wrong
And by your vain
assumption
Call me unto
trial
In your court
of paradox.
That I may move
beyond
The confines
of your velocity
Need you condemn
me to the materiality
Of your non monistic
realm.
Must I relinquish
then the boundaryless inside,
That in the breaking
of your wave upon my shore
I may become
defined and yet denied
And forced by
solipsism to my self exiled demise.
Sacrificial Lambs
Our bloodletting
done
What fate are
we yet to assume
In sacrificial
offering of our lives
Unto the death
that serves to free
Your so called
god from dust.
The pain of his
disease we’ve borne
And worn in scarlet
ribbons on our chest,
His cross that
he may be denied
This godly sin
of his creation.
His vengeance
let it take not from us again
Our freedom from
this god of punishment,
That we may walk
once more within
The valley of
the shadow of Your love.
~~~
Nocturne
And now I lay
me
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Sesha
No longer she,
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© Arlene
Rees
mindfire@pacificcoast.net